Tag: hatred towards parents

• My Childhood Part 1

  ( My first Blog post, October 6, 2011) In effort to bring awareness to my podcast, The Trigger Happy Workbook Podcast, I will be posting the beginning of my online journey sharing my story. I started blogging out of a need to spill out what I was processing and not feel alone. I wanted to…

  Aya

  January 28, 2022

  My Childhood, Uncategorized

  anger, Artist, awakening, beating, child abuse, Daughter of Narcissistic Mother, Evil, fucked up childhood, hatred towards parents, hell, horrible parents, narcissistic mother, pedophile step – dad, ritual abuse, sex addict parents

• Rag Doll

  (October 27, 2011 9:27 pm est) I am tired of being your rag doll. I have spread myself far and wide for people who I could never say no to I have been a rag doll for many men A slave willingly offering my feminine sexuality Offering the opening of myself to be engulfed for nothing…

  Aya

  February 28, 2020

  Poems, Rants, Uncategorized

  alice miller, Alone, Artist, awakening, Bad Mother, beating, Being the oldest, child abuse, cinderella, courage to find yourself, Daughter of Narcissistic Mother, Evil, evil mother, Evil Parents, hatred towards parents, healing process, horrible step father, Narcissist, narcissistic mother, poems from daughters of narcissistic mothers, processing pain through your body, psychology, PTSD, rage, ritual abuse, sadness, sex addict parents, trauma

• Intimidation is a Trick, a Scandal, and a Lie

  My abuser used intimidation to make me feel like I wasn’t free.  It (the feeling of being intimidated) makes me turn away from approaching certain areas of myself inside my body. I feel a since of fight or flight whenever I feel like being happy, enjoying my day, being pretty, singing a song, being spontaneous,…

  Aya

  November 2, 2011

  My Childhood, Rants, Uncategorized

  Alone, anger, Artist, awakening, Bad Mother, beating, Being the oldest, change, child abuse, courage to find yourself, Daughter of Narcissistic Mother, Evil, Evil Parents, feeling like nobody cares, fucked up childhood, gaining love for yourself, Growing up, hatred towards parents, healing process, Hope, HSP’s, Individuation, inner space, Intimidation, sovereignty